Looking at the right Love?

What is love?

There are many ways to describe love, many ways to explain love and many ways to express love.

But there is no way to show it literally what love is.

We need food, clothes, money to survive. Yes, those can be seen and touch.

Love is important, to show love to parents and peers so that they will love you back.

To care, to help and to share the times of happiness, sorrow and thrill together.

But, love can be a selfish act when comes to romantic love, where people only wants another to fulfill its attention, care and someone to kill the boredom.

So, what types of love am I looking at?

Someone to kill my boredom, gives attention and care when I need one?

While I have my own friends I do not need her to fill my time?

Or someone who shares the same vision as mine?

This is Life

The yesterday me would have thought that what I believed in is just a mere religion; where I go church because my parents tell me so. I go to church just to waste my Sunday morning or in a better way of describe how I spend my time with my family. I even used to avoid talking with my pastor and teachers in church.

But then again, what is the point of having a religion if that’s the case?

Why would I go church every Sunday instead of hanging out with friends at malls and cinemas?

What is this “bible” all about? Why do people would sacrifice their life just to share their religion with others? Until now, about 100million of Christians are still being prosecuted in countries namely Muslim world and Hindu extremist countries.

“It is a foreigner religion”, “It is against our culture” these are the words I heard from my own culture.

But our God is so real. We are born with nothing near His holiness.

The message, the bible, that God has sent His only son Jesus Christ to clear our names so that we can once again walk closely with Him.

If the bible were to be fake, then 100million Christians have wasted their lives sharing the message. 2010 years that around the globe, Christians have been living a lie.

God is real, this is no religion, this is life.

Sepang Goldcoast

A random planning by Brian, we went Sepang Goldcoast that he say it is a wonderful place to hang around. 

So Brian, his GF Kwen, Karen and me went early at 1000 (due Puchong will be very sesat at peak hours).

So we used GPS, and guess what, it brought us to a wrong place where we end up another beach. 

That's like almost an hour lost in GPS and end up somewhere we didn't tend to end up.

As we pass-by, saw this LUXURIOUS police residential area 

(thats where our tax end up. LOL)

Some candid-camera in the car (Brian with GPS, CANGGIH~)

This is where we end up not-a-beach-but-we-take-pictures-anyway place

And after 40++ KM of drive, we finally found the place!

Golden Palm Tree Sea Villas & Spa, Sepang Goldcoast

(where we can't go in and look how nice was it LOL)

Some random pictures taken.

In the end we didn't play in the water. 

It was literally hot. HOT. 

I'm getting bit of sunburns now.

Imagine we actually go swim. Thanks to Brian, he saw little jellyfish. So BEST avoid them. LOL

The sea was good. Well, not clean. But the sea waves made me felt lot better. 

I guess I stayed inside my room too long. :S

Maze

I'll never understand a women's heart.

Or I'm trying too hard?

Paranoia

Ever felt there are voices out there telling you things you don't want to hear?

Ever felt that inside you there's another you want to come out under your skin?

Ever felt there's always somebody following you?

Ever felt everyone around you plotting against you?

Ever felt everything happens with a reason and it will haunt you before you know it?

I did.

I'm  still experiencing now.

Paranoia.

Never go KL anymore!

Three days I have been travelling to Kuala Lumpur, searching almost hundreds of stalls 

in Mid Valley and Time square just to find a present. 

Finally, I ended up in Sunway Pyramid to be able to find something THIS rare.

Ate this very special pizza-like food recommended by Bro’s sis. 

Must say, it’s good.

Cheese-lovers must try!

 

The cheese... OMG

Slurp~

Then saw this BIG banner at Sunway Pyramid and we were like, OMFG, in Malaysia? 

LOL

"May The PORK Be With You"

Bro's sis, Shannon and Bro's GF, Kwen

Shoe Smith

A shoe smith accepts any kind of shoes to repair.

I went to a shoe smith the other day to get my shoe fix where it has been with me for four years.

The shoe smith look at my shoe condition and all I concerned was how much will it cost.

I kept on asking him how much is the price while he looks at the shoe skeptically and explains what this shoe needs to be repair.

In the end, “Dua puluh Ringgit (Twenty Ringgit)” he said.

I stunned a little thought it would cost half of hundred.

I gave him the shoe and went eat my breakfast with my father at the nearest stall.

After the breakfast, I went to meet him to wait the shoe to be finish.

His passion and the strength to sow the strings through and out, his eyes never looked away from my shoe.

It was a very quiet moment, two men, the shoe smith and me, the student sitting at the roadside.

But one shares the passion of his future, while one just complains the past.

Though I spent a little time with, I have learnt something from him.

What I know about LOVE

There are few things that I believe in love.

I watched television, movies, and experienced it myself. Honesty is very important to stick on the relationship. However, if I’m a badass and I’m honest, the relationship will be, well, bad. So what should I follow next?

It is not as easy as ABC. Responsibility is like doing everything with a conference meeting in your head first, and then you execute it. Imagine every single move I make consist of landmines, and only one is the ones without landmines. So what should I do to avoid deciding what to do all the time incase I turned crazy?

It is like a coded-chip plant in your head. Commitment is not like signing a contract with black and white papers. It is like carving the Ten Commandments on to your heart, literally. You can’t live without your heart, that doesn’t mean doing the same things forever, like a timetable in school. So how to spice things up before I and her gets bored?

Getting a robot to talk charmingly is like asking a pig to lay eggs. To some, charm is like born, but to others like me, I have to train myself to be creative and communication skills as good as Hitler. So I got the skills in talking, but her cooks are bad, what should I do?

I can’t do anything; in fact, I must learn to love her cooks. Appetite is very important. Now I know why my father and most married men are fat, because they have achieved this stage.

After gaining so much weight, I must unleash these fats to somewhere. Sex. There are reasons why the women cook most nutritious and easily fattening food. To stop us peacocking other females and wants us. Yes, wants us.

So sex is a dirty thing for some people and psychological view, people may ought to think that it’s a bad behavior and it is so called sexual addiction. I need something to back myself up. I need a religion.

To some may think that religion is crap. But to me, if I don’t believe in what my partner believes in, the relationship is screwed. Imagine, my wife goes to Indian temple at night and I have to go to church every morning, I can’t either have night sex, nor my wife has morning sex. So everything is related.

There, my 7 tips in love. 

Definition of Drunk: True self?

Went meet up with my classmates from high school, invited my teacher along with her daughter too. 

It was a fun night. 

Some of us changed into a better person, while some are just being the same jerk 5 years ago, like me. LOL

So we sat at Mc Donalds @ Centrepoint from 2100 to 0000. 

And we only ordered a large set and 5 persons eating it. XD

After that? Adam suddenly suggested going for a drink, since he offered his treat, we go! LOL

So imagine 4 guys wearing very casual, 

Ah Beng’s with shorts and slippers and went into this club-a-like place.

Horrible.

Anyway, met up with Annie (ex class mate who happens to have same name as my mother).

Adam and Annie

Me and Seng Fatt

Me being a Nazi LOL

I got muka convict! ><

It was a crazy night but fun.

Thought of the day, Mun Joe says,

“I want to see you guys drunk so that I can see your true self!”

So can people show their true self when they are drunk?

Or they are just simply following the environment’s mood and follow 

“what-will-they-normally-do-in-this-situation” and perform the attitude?

Hmm.

Oh yea, I repaired my hair. :D

My New Fetish?!

So my fetish started from way back when I was still at my pubic development stage. I used to find chicks who are older, mature looking are hot.

Riko Tachibana - AV actress, oh yeah!

Then I felt that long hairs shorter than me who wear specs chicks are hot.

 

Jessica from SNSD

Then I felt that short hairs with attitudes are hot.

 

Linda Chung - TVB actress. HELL YEA!

Now this, young girls? Oh crap. I found myself trap in the mall full with underage girls and none are same age or around my age. So I have no choice but to check them out. Weird enough, I found them attractive. SHIT. I’m turning into a Pedobear? No way! I have to slap my head and knock myself out. Hopefully I'm able to meet angels (or devils) to change back my sexual orientation. ><

Pedobear and Powerpuff Girls

2011 Tour @ Hong Kong?

I still cannot believe I just bought air tickets for next year graduation vacation. I mean, I never been so far before in my life and depart from my family. Hong Kong, all I know is what I watched in TVB series and cinema movies about their culture. Never been there and never imagine I’m going there.

I hope all goes well next year. :S

桥

有时真的以为可以了解你

有时真的可以想象我和你

不管什么辛苦悲哀时候

在一起过着幸福的生活

但是你的回应却是相反的

就像在一道迷茫桥上的我

有时候悄悄的安慰自己

我需要的是时间和努力

我不想放手

不想因为一时冲动而失去幸福

难道我们的曾经你说是空的吗

就算我累了

我都不可以那么容易地说放手

因为我所付出的都是我的真心

放手了，就放弃了

真心也腐烂了

爱情就迷茫了

Wake Me Up, When September Ends

Today I went out early in the morning 7:00AM just to get my aunt’s car, after that went eat breakfast @Taman Megah Old Town Coffee shop. The whole day was drizzling.

Not a very happy start for a day.

Ate breakfast with my friend, MJ, which later he introduced me a hair saloon where he use to go. Which, I don’t really the looks of it. (Asked my mom to repair right after I reach home)

So I brought MJ along for a day out with Joshua’s sis. Suppose to eat at SS2, sadly one of us couldn’t take the heat, we wind up at Wong Kok @ 1Utama.

From Left: MJ (Issac) and Shannon

 Me and the banana

Objective to make someone outrage. XD

Later we eat donuts @ Big Apple.

Big Apple Donuts Donashi

Big Apple should pay me for taking this picture

Red jellies

Free warm water...

Decisions decisions...

He failed to put one whole piece in it. But I CAN! XD

Failed. Suppose to look "high".

Poser!

EPIC

Blurred face makes people look sexier. LOL

:)

Suddenly... She went random...

I think this is a... rabbit?

Raving rabbits!! Don't they looked alike?! XD

But she made us laughed. LOL

We saw the next table was cam whoring with the Big Apple Donuts Donashi.

So we end up cam whoring the leftovers. LOL

Spot the difference with picture above...

Checking out old ladies ass which is VERY tight. Sure they went yoga!!

BananaStar!

On the way to cinema we wanted to sing K but the time clashed. So end up in the arcade. Which Shannon shake the coin machine till siren sound comes out. She’s CRAZY!!

Watch the movie “Legend of the Guardians: The Owls of Ga'Hoole” which is not half bad. Good graphics and moral, but predictable storyline.

 

After that I went to church end up sleeping because too tired, then went eat dinner at 10PM.

D' Jungle @ Under-bridge to Federal Highway and State

Insight of D' Jungle

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