Life without you

A life without facebook is seemingly difficult for me. I tried very hard to avoid looking at the computer and do my things. Things? What things do I do usually? Nothing, just facebook. I can’t believe how internet has killed my interest on other things like sports, games, TV shows and movies. I can just stay one whole day looking at the computer browsing through random things just to pass my time.

I have successfully avoided using facebook for more than 24 hours and it seems like weeks. In real life, it seems that I don’t really have many friends to hang out with when I don’t have the internet with me. Most of my friends are either working, or studying overseas. So this gave me a reason why I need facebook to keep in touch with them. But seriously, what do I get to know things about them in facebook than having an appointment with them when they came back and have big long hours chat face to face? I’m experiencing a gap between me and my friends in real life compare to facebook. 

Some I know of, and are successful, don’t really facebook. And so they say “social network”. It killed me. And I have made a deal with myself; maximum facebook will be 1 hour a day. And I’ll be fasting from it from 14 December till New Year. Hopefully, I don’t go facebook when I’m dying from boredom.

Some are just different from us

Saving Truth from Falsehood and Envy, François Lemoyne, 1737

Some believed the truth.   

Some don’t.

Some simply believe what others said. 

Some look for the answer before admitting it is the truth.

Some know it is the truth. 

Some just don’t favor the truth.

Some do things just because they were told. 

Some questioned what they were told to do so.

Some fight for the truth. 

Some hides the truth.

Some do it for the benefits of the truth. 

Some do it for its own interest.

Some against the truth. 

Some will make others not to believe the truth.

The truth.

Can be political.

Can be industrial.

Can be parental.

Can be religious.

Can be life.

What is facebook?

Taken from http://www.explosm.net/comics/1139/

LOL

单恋 · 白痴

嗯，就这样决定了。

你喜欢的，我竟我力量去找它。

你喜欢的，我竟我力量适应你。

你喜欢的，我竟我力量记得它。

 

 

但总是觉得没满足到你要的什么。

一直以来都再告诉自己，你是值得的。

所以现在的我，要做出决定。

如果我最后一次的告白，

都讨不到你的喜悦，

我希望不会再有下一次的白痴，单恋。 

Mission Possible!

Yes! I have finally finish my thesis! My topic basically talks about procrastination of students. Which I procrastinates a lot until even my supervisor beh tahan my uniqueness. lol

This coming weekend will be my friends' wedding and I'm in the band for their wedding. Lots of things need to accomplished, well, atleast I'm done with the darn FYP (Final Year Project).

 The only thesis submitted in the box. Or is it....? XD

One assignment left and a presentation. Then final exams... Then poof, no more student life.

I still can't wake up that I'm leaving my friends I have spend three years with. Now counting days that the day will come all of depart and set our own life.

To think of it, I don't have any pictures that consist of me and my housemates gather pictures. Hmm, I think I should get one before everyone leave this house, 1510.

The raining cake issue in Kampar

Many questioned what happened at McDonald's in Kampar?

Why is there so many police officers with batons and guns?

Why are there reporters?

Why is there a Blind Date event in facebook?

Why this, why that?

Answer? 

If a person really wanted to know.

I believe the person will look at the issue and think very skeptically.

I found the answer.

And it is very disappointing for me to see that how one wants to buy ones heart will do such thing.

I put high hopes on them. 

But they led me down by biting someone who is kind enough to advice us not to interfere such case.

I maybe young and sometimes naive. 

But am not dumb.

Magnum de Black Mouth

 

小麦

Finally made a personal album for my princess, Magnum!

Perhaps one day I make a personal blog and facebook account for her??

...hmm...

...maybe... 

LOL

*Click on her name, 小麦 to direct view her personal exclusive pictures*

Trip to Kampar with KTM = BAD

Friday night, the train delayed due to some engine problem which dragged me 2 hours. Thanks to my pals, they stayed with me till the train arrive, which is about 12:00AM. And they didnt had their dinner.

Today, same thing happened to me again. I thought I almost miss the train when I arrive the train station about 12:50PM, where the train departs at 12:55PM. Fortunately, the train did not depart. And I hop in glad that I didn't burn my ticket.

Then what happen? The train faced engine malfunction again. This time, was the worst. The train stopped at Rawang, the air con was out, and the captain say we gotta change train. Ok, so, can I refund my ticket then? "Yea sure" say the captain. 

Everyone went out of the train. 

Waiting for a train to come. 

The weather was hot, I haven't had anything since I woke up this morning. 

Then the train came. Appears to be ETS, Electric Train Services.  

And I thought, "Wow, I get to exchange a RM11.00 to a RM26.00 service!"

 I was wrong. 

There were no space in the train and I was forced to either stand or sit on the floor. 

So I sat on floor, regardless of how others looked me and continue read my notes for tomorrow's mid-term.

 

Refund? No, there's no refund in the end.

The cause of EMO

I’ve tried to figure out in many ways why people sometimes got so depress over things.

Which the best sample to look on to, is me.

Why am I depressed over things that have already past?

Is it because I don’t want the things to be ended like this?

Is it because I believe I can make the ends of this better?

Or is it because the expectation I had and the reality doesn’t fit in?

So in all, I summarized the things that may contribute myself to be depress.

Which is, me.

If I set my expectation to be much simpler, things would look much easier.

If I put myself a lower standard in love, maybe I won’t be so depress when others maybe much prior to me.

If I put money as fulfillment in basic needs, 

perhaps I won’t be gambling nor working shifts like crap just to buy something I dream of.

If I put myself second, perhaps I will be meeting different people in different places.

Then I figure out the core problem that leads me to be depressed.

The word, “IF”.

It’s the most dangerous yet motivating word. 

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or, being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream – and not make dreams your master;
If you can think – and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with triumph and disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with wornout tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;

If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on";
If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings – nor lose the common touch;
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run –
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And – which is more – you'll be a Man my son!

 

(If-, by  Rudyard Kipling, 1895)

我的心你要稱頌耶和華

我的心，

你要稱頌耶和華，

不可忘記祂的恩惠。
祂赦免你一切過犯罪孽，

醫治你疾病復原。

我的心，

你要稱頌耶和華，

不可忘記祂的恩惠。
祂以仁愛慈悲為你冠冕，

為受屈的人伸冤。

天離地有何等的高，

祂的慈愛也可等的深，
東離西有多麼的遠，

祂使我的過犯也離我多遠，
 

耶和華有憐憫的愛，

且有豐盛無盡的恩典，
從亙古直到永遠，

耶和華祂是我的神。

Earth needs us

Many people have been promoting the use of recycling. 

Sometimes I really do think it’s a waste of time when we see the Earth have lost her love towards us since the 1900’s. Since us as the children have polluted it using nuclear factory, plastic products, petroleum, and others that slowly stabs our mother, Earth’s heart, like spreading cancer.

Now we are doing our best to prevent it.

I believe it is not too late, for the better next generations. 

Shopping malls with degradable plastic bags, selected days that shops would not provide plastic bags for consumers, hybrid cars, and many other things that help prevent the “cancer” to spread further.

The sign that Earth has spoken very clearly, Tsunami in year 2004, was the sign. 

If we don’t stop using things that harm her now, who will? 

The next generations? 

The government? 

Our “tidak apa” attitude has become a lifestyle.

I believe if we change our mindset in everyday life, such as “the rubbish at the roadside should be settled, by me or there won’t be anyone to do it”. 

So what we pick up rubbish on the floor and throw it somewhere better? 

So what we wear casual wears that is out of fashion? 

So what we take public transport instead of driving a car to the street behind our neighborhood? 

Does other’s eyes matters on what we are doing?

Change the mindset, change the attitude, and change the lifestyle. It’s time to change.

*If you're at Perak somehow in Kampar and coincidentally studying in UTAR, look out for Yellue Campaign, that helps you understand more on curing our Earth*